For those of you who know me well, you know what a heart I have for animals. Well, Sunday, I lost my first child, my best friend, my Scout. She was twelve years old and I have had her all that time. I picked her out when she was a week old and have loved her dearly ever since. She has been through so much with me and has always greeted me with love, a smile and a "full body wag". She quit eating on Wednesday and then Friday morning, we think she had a small stroke. I took her immediatley to the vet and he said she either had a really bad pneumonia or wide-spread cancer. With the stroke and normal bloodwork, I feared it was the latter. We took her home on antibiotics for pneumonia to see if that would work. She laid around some, but for the most part, she wanted to play and be normal... all except for not eating, not even her favorite, scrambled eggs. When I got home from work on Sunday afternoon, she was outside playing and seemed fine. Then, as I got ready to put the kids in the shower, she looked at me like she couldn't see me. Then, when I came to the kitchen after bathing the kids, she was gone.
My heart breaks so many times a day when I think of her. I miss every little thing. I am thankful the Lord took her before I went to the hospital to deliver Samuel, I believe He showed her mercy and that she didn't suffer much. I hope someday I will see her again. I hope she is playing in sprinklers, chasing squeaky toys and eating her fill of scrambled eggs. She was the best dog a girl could have. I love you my Scoutie.
Scout 12/06/97 - 02/01/09
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